2026-01-09
added new words that i wrote yesterday or the day before. it was really late. i want this website to be good but i drank a lot of alcohol last night and did nothing for the whole day. although i did play the piano for my baby cousin. his gaze was fixed on my moving hands while i played. he's four months old and has never seen someone play an instrument. it was a great honour to play for him and i hope i will get the chance to teach him his first song - right now his hands are too small to even press a key. baby children are pure and perfect and remind me to make love the centrepiece of life. i often struggle with this. i forget.